Entry for April 04, 2009

I thought I can understand your feeling now, Hizumi-sama.
Not all but just a little bit…

The feeling when you have to live with who you hate very much and they hate you, too, look down on you…
Even though I am luckier than you…that I have friends…
But…you could live with Ayumu…at least, he is the one that you respect…
I don’t want to be in this house anymore…why it has to be me ?!?

That is just…so unfair for both of me and you, Hizumi-sama

I am trying…trying to be strong…be stronger.
I don’t want my friends have to worry about me. They are all that I have…

Don’t cry, myself…
Be strong…like my sama(s)…
I will try to be like you, Hizumi-sama

Just afraid that my smiles can be real like you, neh ? ^^

I love your smile and I love you, no matter what, Hizumi-sama

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I love and miss all of you, very much, my 2nd family and my friends
KHR! FC , TFC & BFC
(Gomen Cheese, Pokemon FC can’t be my family yet ^^~ )